Never Knew...

I never knew that I could cry over someone I never met.
Nor shed a tear, for a love that was never beget.
I never knew, that I would some day mind,
That attractiveness in me, she could not find.

I never knew a heart so open could close with just a glance,
Of some off hand photo taken, and now no longer a chance.
I never knew I would ache so badly as I tried to understand
That there is no tomorrow, she simply washes her hand.

I never knew I could be so shaken, as to almost fall,
For someone who has to see me to love me, no consideration at all,
For all that I am, for all I can be, for all that is me.
I never knew that it was not me who she could see.